"A Nurses Revenge" (Restrained Rehabilitation)

I could feel my dark thickened blood boiling as I stood at the entrance to the room watching the poor pathetic sight in front of me turn on his piano chair and move his stare towards me.
His hand on his knee’s as if he was motioning to stand. I watch him rise to his feet, the once athletic looking frame, looking slightly more obese, and the effects of alcoholism taking their effects it seemed. The swelling in his legs, the expanding stomach, the puffy face, with each step he took towards me I could feel the anger swelling in my veins.
I wanted to inflict some pain for retribution and old time sake, he drew closer a smile grew on his face his arms outstretched in a welcoming mode, I stood looking un-wavered, I gave a fake smile.
Call it a brain fart a reckless moment, or what you like but in a moment of thoughtlessness brought on by the rage burning inside me, I raised my knee and hit him smack bang between his legs.
He lunged forward, grimaced in pain attempted to stand straight which allowed me to slap him in the face. Content I turned and started to walk, then darkness, no pain just blackness as if I’d fainted.
My eyes open I'm strapped to a chair like a dentist chair, I see the mad scientist he creeps me out, my mute companion and the bitch herself. My lips move.
"You fucking bitch, how dare you implanting memories again", I said to nurse bitchy.
She pinches my cheeks turning my lips into something resembling fish’s lips
"Don't use that tone with me princess, do you ever want to get out of here"
She releases my lips pulling her hand away.
"No I just love being in your company, I’d miss you far to much, fuck the good life leave me here please"
"What kind of life do you think you have waiting for you princess hmmmm nice lil home on the prairie hey?"
"Anything is better than here I would say; much as I love you I yearn for the greater things"
"Life on the needle again hey"
"Why the fuck do you care, and by the way how do you know anything about my life where did you that stunt from"
"Awe" she says caressing my cheek.
"I thought you'd be happy to see daddy".
"Vomit" I reply.
"There is so much about you bitch that remains a mystery" , I retorted
"Nurse Bitch to you, princess"
"Nope your simply a bitch to me tell me who the fuck you really are".
I was talking like a woman possessed, the response just seem to be coming without much thought, I was waiting now for some a sharp barbed response, something to remind me of the position I was in, definitely not in control.
"Get her up", she said to the mute.
He grabbed my left hand, reached into his deep pocket and slapped a cuff on me. He released my hand from the restraint and cuffed my hands together.
In a quick motion he released the remaining hand restraint and pulled my out of the chair using the small chain connecting the cuffs. Out the door we went being dragged along behind like I was resisting arrest. I was confused now, maybe I am going punished, I was sure I’d seen it all, what else could they do to me.
The complex was a rabbit's warren, doors leading into hallways, rooms here and there, scant of people it seemed. Finally we walked through a set of double doors ended up in a small room, no windows, just a large steel door like a huge metal safe.
The mute Stood beside me, whilst the Nurse pulled a set of keys out and proceeded to open the door. The door opened and I was lead inside. I was thinking isolation chamber?
The light came on, a table and a set wall large draws. Another key and one of the draws was pulled open. The nurse pulled out and placed on the table a large cardboard box and a file.
Now I was puzzled, still no word on what I was looking at.
She opened the box and placed the following items on the table.

 A set of black boots with a steel heal (mine I thought)
 A pair of torn denim jeans (again looked like mine)
 A black tank top
 A leather jacket (definitely mine)
 A studded belt
 Panties, Bra And
 A leather bag.

"They look familiar" I said

No response was provided. She emptied the bag;

 A burnt spoon
 A smoking pipe
 Three passports
 A box of tampons
 Sunglasses
 A purse (empty)
 A lighter
 A pen
 Eye Liner, Lipstick
 A cell phone
 Tissues
 Other loose items and a photo.
"ohhh I said my memory is sketchy but thanks can I have it all back"

This brought a stern look. She opens the file. She read out my name, my address details. Then to my amazement she read out a list of charges;

 Theft
 Grand Theft auto
 Assault and Battery
 Drug Trafficking

The list was quite long, all drug related crimes. She stopped looked at me. I was stunned I slumped to the floor.
She said to me;
“Now Princess whatever you may have had before waiting for you is most likely gone. Your worldly possessions lay here on this table."
She ended with;
"Your asking me who I am, ask yourself who are you or what you become"
Oz….