I slide my feet gently through the warm moist sand as i sit on the beach, the flow through my toes feels energizing. The gentle roll of each wave directly in front of me is almost hypnotic as I hold my smartphone the music playing set to random. I cant hear natures orchestra, a symphony of waves and wild life, the headphones are in and the music volume set to its highest setting.
I am in my own little world. My soul feeds on music, the solitude of an empty beach is refreshing.
The air is still, the sun is hot, 30 plus suncream makes my skin shimmer slightly in the mid morning tropical sun. Sweat beads on my skin, its summer the steam rises of the sand. I can feel the beat of the music, it ripples through my body. I close my eyes, I feel the need to dance.
Without a care in the world my mouth opens I sing ♪ bird singing on my shoulder ♪, the rhythm of guitar empowers me. I rise to my feet. I close my eyes, I begin to dance my feet move. My hands moving before too long its wild crazy dancing. "Splash", I am oblivious to my feel splashing in the waters edge. ♪ Something in the water ♪, I keep singing.
Its hypnotic, my eyes closed I am in a happy place, high on natures drug I am laughing and singing. My eyes close, my heart pounding, my blood is circulating, I imagine myself dancing in a circle with meya, jilly and dari my three sisters, angie the cutest sissy you could find bobs up an down in the middle of us, her somewhat less endowed penis, does a wiggle dance. Together we look almost tribal.
Sonya's small stature stands on the headland at the top of the beach admiring the vegetation, the spinifex grass is knee high under the shadow of coastal sheoaks.
Bri stands patiently watching the commotion, you can sense she is in two minds about joining us or not. I half heartedly motion her to join us, I am enjoying myself. Mistress Carline stands near the shoreline, she reaches down runs her fingers through the water, instantly she notices the warmth of the tropical ocean that paints the skyline infront of her.
All of a sudden, I trip "splat" i come back to earth I fall bum down into the sand, I am alone again on the beach, sand crawling in to crevices that discomfort me. I look up at the sun right above me, I realize I am never alone, I have family.
I pick up my phone, check my earphones and dust sand of my bum. I look around, I am alone again. Slowly i wander zig zagging along the beach. I start to dance again, I think of my family again, I stop look up at the sun, squint and smile.
I am alone but never lonely, I have a family, I belong somewhere.